Have you guys ever had one of those days where you couldn't stop thinking about something or things related to it? Lols I'm having one of those days. What gets you guys thinking? Haven't you guys ever thought that thinks couldn't get worse and then BAM, it does? Or you're in denial and the odds of something happening are like a million to one and then BAM, wtf it happens. It's funny how the world works. If there really is a greater omnipotent power in existence, man it's bias. You see those people that have it all and then those that have nothing.

Oh and another thing that's unfortunate about homosapiens is that even though we are currently in dominance in the modern age, we still have not overcome the weakness of desire. For example, people that have anything anyone could ever want in any aspect, still want more and sometimes have so much self pity that they think they do not have much of the object, whether abstract or materialistic. Young kids aren't included in this because...well let's face it, they aren't old enough to fully comprehend situations either way, they probably just want the other kid's lollipop, ball or stupid plastic doll.

There's one specific type of desire which I despise like no other because so many people are affected by it's unmerciful and luring aspects which differ from person to person. There's no official name that I know of but I call it "Dead-End" desire. Desire where you know it's never going to happen and yet you still want it no matter how impossible it sounds. Since we're only human, even thinking about these desires hurts, regardless that it is only a figure of the mind.

Having fantasies, imaginations and delusions are also a common factor that we humans have not conquered as of yet. It's funny how one thought can make you feel happy and then after snapping out of the mindset, be down in the dumps. Guess this is why some people resort to drugs, for that temporary moment of unparalleled happiness and why they become addicted. Fantasies, imaginations and delusions, I guess, are exactly the same thing, except are free. Unless you count a feeling of depression and smack-hard realisation hitting you in the face as a cost then, that's probably all it.

In Sefton PDHPE, they talk about having relationships (no not smooching and all that crap - bonds between to people). They say it needs to be equal yea? Well the thing is, in my opinion, there is no real equal relationship in existence, it's impossible to have a totally balanced relationship. Either it's one person giving all of themself and the other person giving nothing or both giving and receiving but different amounts. The difficult thing is differentiating between the types of relationships. The factor, I say, that affects how you perceive your relationship with someone is your imagination. It can lead to so many possibilities of what you think and can either make or break you. Pity for some that it breaks them since they give all yet don't receive an equal amounting resulting in a feeling of being unappreciated, presumably.

All right it's 2am now and I've rambled on enough. Seriously, what do you guys think?
JB signing out and catching some ZZs