What the fuck is with people and cutting themselves - Note: I said themselves NOT WRIST -. And before you dumb assholes put there go saying "Woah John is such a hypocrite" GET FUCKING UPDATED, I DON'T DO IT ANYMORE. Keyword -Anymore-, which means I ACKNOWLEDGE I DID IT BEFORE, which means I have experience in this genre. It's gonna sting, it's going to leave a scar AND guess what. It does, NOTHING. You know what actually DOES something? Taking action. It's no use saying "I can't do it". Not with that fucking attitude - NO SHIT YOU CAN'T DO IT, YOU WOULDN'T EVEN BE ABLE TO DO ANYTHING IN THE FUCKING FIRST PLACE. If you've got a problem, talk to someone about it. No even better, SCREAM IT OUT - Props to Aivee for that awesome suggestion ( also Terry gave me that suggestion two years ago xD -. Like Kim says, "The cutting thing is getting old". To people that are currently cutting themselves, please, do us (the people that actually GIVE A FUCKING SHIT ABOUT YOU) stop hurting yourselves because you're only hurting us, Full Stop.

All right, off topic - well suppose to be off topic -. What's the meaning of life? What do YOU guys think? Personally, I think it's make do with what you have and see what you can get in the end result. Personally, I sometimes wonder how people make things out of so little. Or even cope with the pressure every single day. I admire people with the ability to confess their problems and move on. People may think it's whining and shit but I don't agree. You guys know why? Because even the small things that perturb you can affect you. One's problems will eventually build up. I'll use a balloon of air as an analogy and the air will be a metaphor for a person's problems. Slowly, the balloon fills up and when there's too much pressure, what do you guys think will happen? No, it won't be so big that it'll be able to lift you up. IT POPS. Fuck i swear i've kept so much in for so long now that I fucking broke down yesterday in the morning in F block and I thank you Viv for the crane and the song. So don't keep it in. Hiding it does nothing.

What makes me feel guilty is that there are actually some people out there in the world that actually don't get a message when it's right there in their faces. They go around thinking everything's fine when they're actually being bitched about behind their backs and most of the time, they haven't even done enough to BE bitched about and it's just some snooty egotistical assholes that can't be considerate enough to give a person a chance.

Which also brings me to the subject of people being nice and then IMMEDIATELY whispering to someone, "What a dickhead". WHY DON'T YOU FUCKING LOOK IN THE MIRROR. Now some people may say, "Hey I bet you do it and I don't even see you admitting it". WRONG. I admit that I'm a dickhead and an asshole a lot of times and I've reduced those actions by a landslide so you people that have comments, too bad, you got no real basis anymore.

Haters. All right, I accept people that hate stuff. But you know what REALLY pisses me off? People purposely sticking around a person they hate to put them down. Example, anonymous bitches who come to mine and Jen's blog and then post negative comments. YOU DON'T NEED TO FUCKING COME HERE DIPSHITS SO PRESS ALT + F4.

JohnBoii signing out.